7.02.2010

unspooling

Oh lord, what a head, that leaps away from me when I need it most. I can be so incredibly incoherent when you hand me exhaustion and frustration and confusion all at once. It ends up coming out who am I? and what the hell do I do next? My brain is speaking a different language than the rest of my body.

It frightens me whenever I can't weigh the balance of I need me vs I need you. I think, if I don't even know this, of course I don't know how close the laptop screen, turn out the lights, and gently put myself to bed.

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