It actually does kind of make me feel better to say out loud: 'I'm... having anxiety issues.' I've said that --in public-- twice in two days as a sort of last ditch effort to keep my heart rate under control. It kind of has helped. Probably because the people I've told it to have been kind and understanding. So it's not just S, then, who believes in me?
When I get over my indignantness? indignance? indignity? at my brain betraying my weakened body by getting its chemicals all in a bunch, it really is helpful to just lay it all out there. My mental state is compromised. I am not sure what this means for my future. Drugs?
When I get over my indignantness? indignance? indignity? at my brain betraying my weakened body by getting its chemicals all in a bunch, it really is helpful to just lay it all out there. My mental state is compromised. I am not sure what this means for my future. Drugs?
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