five minutes

the color green
a vivid dream about playing a ceramic oboe in front of a stadium
yogurt
contacts that need to be replaced
batteries that need to be charged
wanting oatmeal
wanting butter
cold nose
office ridicule (doling it out and taking it)
(despite feeling gross, I can fight)
... coping.
not wanting grad school
uppity
patrons from outer space
wind in the windows
whine in the--
I wish the bathroom weren't on the other side of the floor
can't wait for my couch later
and maybe a hot bath