I wonder if I'll celebrate being well again by going completely schedule free. Planning ahead and sticking to the road of least resistance has been the way I've been surviving. It plays to who I am naturally--cautious. But it's going too far. I don't want to be this way. And I tell myself I'm not really this tightly wound. It's the ickiness talking. I wonder if I'm capable of going the whole other way, if I ever get better.
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